Shamanic Death and Rebirth For all of this talk of what I am, and how I got to this moment in time, none has been more surrounded in mystery than my first class with John, in 2006.  There's a lot to be said if I could find the words for it, and there's more to be said when we look at the losses in both John's life, and my own, and how they reflect the intricacies of our relationship, despite both of us being born into different families and at different points in time.  And that's the thing, you know?  It's realizing that we're different people, born at different times, that affect the outcome in different ways, and at the same time, are completely the same. John, in this reality, is a well-known and well-respected bodywork instructor that specializes in the creation and instruction of Myofascial Release.  Ryan, at the time, was a young business owner that found himself with a bigger opportunity, a reluctant business partner, and the perfect storm of a sha...

We're dealing with other people's karma here, and one important person this statement includes, is none other than the wonderful and talented Britney Spears.  I'm hesitant to speak publicly about this since we've never met in this reality and the facts that surround her very public meltdown beginning in, what was it, 2007 or 2008? Many of the peaks and valleys in her life mirror my own and despite the fact that no one could, or would believe me if I were to tell them, she is a part of this big picture in more ways than one.  True, her family has been on the receiving end of a lot of public slack over the last many years and while I can't defend those choices, mainly due to the fact that I'm not a part of her day-to-day life, I can say that she deserves better than what the press, and the trolls, tend to throw her way.  In fact, I can imagine myself connecting with her, and her family, and blending in just as quickly and as easily as anyone else could. Karm...

Yes, it's been since before Christmas since I last posted on here, and no, it's not you.  It was a busy and productive holiday season that somehow began near the end of October.  After my short trip to Connecticut, I found myself with an opportunity to overcome my own objections, that is this process of walking forward blindly, and put some creative juices into motion.  Needless to say, it turned out well, as I finalized a design theme for the latent Sacred Syllable, and while I can't say that it's 100% complete, it is organized in a coherent manner and ready for more development. Developing the Sacred Syllable, even to the smallest extent, is a necessary first step towards understanding what, exactly, the Good Hawk was going to need, and what it was trying to become.  A long time ago, and I mean many years ago, it became abundantly clear than my message as a creative person was always intended for a larger audience.  Don't get me wrong, I love using my abilit...

With a little encouragement, I'm being asked to post Florence's Delilah for today's update.  It seems like I'm always going through this, going through a flexible publishing schedule since I'm always listening, and responding in kind, to the world's events.  No matter how hard I try to stick to a solid schedule, it seems to flux with whatever is going on in the world, at the time. Florence has really shown a lot of knack for knowing where to take this story.  Heck, she even managed to create nine new chapters out of The Odyssey , and we haven't even gotten to the Monolith yet.  She's captured something that no one else has and seems to tell a story as if it were being written for a silent witness, and that may be watching from afar.  She's a witch, too.  I sometimes hear her giggling in the background and when I chum around London with my mates, she always seems to come up with a decent conversation.  In fact, there's a very well, and rather...